Painting boxes!

Oct. 24th, 2025 07:06 pm
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 I spent a little time today painting on little bentwood boxes, and I was thinking I'd sell them at the upcoming festival but I'm not sure they're nice enough. They're cute but not sure I'd sell them.  Here's a photo of them unfinished, but I think I'll potter with them a little more.

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  1. What do you see when you are looking out of the window closest to you?
    The canal lock. No boats coming through, though, it’s quiet season now.

  2. Who was the last person coming into your room?
    Astro. He is now lounging on the day bed, as is his wont (example below).
    20250809_120552(0)

  3. What is the most predominant colour around you?
    A gentle pastel green. It is very soothing.

  4. What is right behind you?
    A box containing a bunch of stuff that I need to take to work. Thanks for the reminder, meme. :/

  5. What is on today's calendar sheet?
    More than I could possibly accomplish in one day, and several meetings of different types.

Diary: The Best Available

Oct. 23rd, 2025 03:46 pm
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So: We have five senses (some people would argue that we have more, but let's not go there for the sake of this argument). These senses aren't particularly good at taking in the inputs and thus generate a pretty impressive error rate.

Somewhere in the multitasking hunk of meat that we carry about, we take the data being generated by these senses into some kind of processing unit somewhere in the hunk o' meat and process the suspect incoming data using a system that is notoriously opaque and appears to be quite variable between individuals. The processing unit (wherever) then takes this suspect data and through some unknown (and probably again quite variable) process generates a very suspect mental model that we take to be the truth of the matter at a particular moment. Right now I am looking out at a not-quite-bucolic scene of a little courtyard that constitutes the view out of my window. Oops that sense-impression is already obsolete.

But then I have to look at very concept of sense-impression. My "reality" is composed of innumerable "slices" of these sense-impressions (which, I cannot state strongly enough are suspect) which are tossed into a mosh-pit of an astonishingly flawed memory where they rub up against each other and a weird, almost nonsensical consensus is achieved through the good offices of a process that is poorly understood and is unusually variable between individuals.

All of these profoundly inconsistent processes occur at once and every once in a while we make the quite-uninformed decision to try and explain what the sense-impression was. Then we need to talk about language. Right now you are reading this using English. Which is a language that is particularly well suited to misdirection and misunderstanding (why do you think lawyers are needed? They are there because they are quite good at black=white).

So you are looking at a minimum of four processes that allow you to communicate your thoughts to others. Each of these processes have a absurdly high failure rate. That is why I tend to think that the idea of understanding other humans is so fraught with peril and goes wrong routinely.

I think that I am done philosophizing today. It is a pretty outside, the big oak tree's leaves are starting to change and it isn't raining. Time for shoes and socks and a walk.

Maybe later I will eat a gummi and drink a beer.

Diary: Ways of Thinking

Oct. 21st, 2025 04:21 pm
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Bagels: 13 for $6.00 or $0.46 each Velveeta: 24 slices for 3.88 or $0.16 each Spam: 12 ounce can ($3.88) cut into 12 slices or $0.32 use two(2) slices) so $0.64) Egg: 18 eggs ($3.26) or $0.18 per egg

$1.44 for Total cost

The current price for a Sausage McMuffin with Egg in Portland, Oregon, is approximately $5.59.

Takes about ten minutes (includes time for toasting bagel and heating griddle)

Holkham Bible cote.

Oct. 21st, 2025 07:56 am
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Embroidery of a pattern from the Holkham Bible will begin soon. The pattern was likely woven into the fabric but as I do not have the means to reproduce that, embroidered will do.

It's a bit stressful as the cote itself is finished and very nice and if I mess up the decoration, I ruin a rwally lovely garment. I'm very keen to make it though, as this type of thing fits my locale and time period for re-enactment as is under-represented in reproduction clothing.

And it's stylish. 

Diary: Lots of grey hair

Oct. 20th, 2025 04:27 pm
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So: here in Portland we had a pretty large showing for the No Kings march. This was no surprise. There are discussions about crowd size, but that kind of thing is like comparing sizes in other venues, the people doing the estimates have a vested interest in either under or over-estimation.

I will be generous and give the range of 30,000 to 50,000 the benefit of the doubt.

The Portland metro area is officially defined as thePortland–Vancouver–Hillsboro Metropolitan Statistical Areaand includes seven counties: Clackamas, Columbia, Multnomah, Washington, and Yamhill in Oregon, and Clark and Skamania in Washington

So the overall population of the area is between 2.4 and 2.7 million. Now despite the long-term "blue" nature of the area, there is a couple of things to consider: 1) the reds aren't voiceless, they do probably constitute around 40%, so we can safely assume they will have a smaller relative need to attend. So of the 2.55 million, we can safely reduce the total for the area population to around 1.5 million that would be interested in the march.

Then there is the nature of the outlying areas. Clark and Skamania can be safely pulled out. They really don't like to be thought of as part of Portland so their contribution can be minimal. I am pulling around 300K from the total of "interested" to yield around 1.2 million. Yamhill and Columbia only add around 150K so that will pull out another 100K to yield a total population of potential interested parties to around 1.1 million.

I will use the official estimate of 40,000 for the next step. 40,000/1,100,000 yields around 3.6% of the target population that feel they need to demonstrate.

Tell you the truth, being a long term resident of the area, that feels about right.

Now onto the next completely personal observation with little or no "scientific validation". I felt that there was a very large contingent of grey hair. Portland is a pretty young city. Best numbers I can come up with is only around 18% being over 60. But I might be wrong here, but my feel of what I observed was upwards of 40% (a straight scientific wild ass guess) was grey hairs.

Now I am not at all certain what his means, I am just presenting my observations.

I will wait a couple of days to see if the march has any effect.

I am agnostic on this.

fifteen minutes of tron

Oct. 20th, 2025 09:05 am
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Joachim Rønning (dir.), Tron: Ares

Apparently I have developed sufficient distance to be at least somewhat objective about a Tron movie. Tron: Ares is ... not good.

It's not awful. It's fine. It's a movie-shaped object. The dialogue, especially in the first third, is too on-the-nose, too screenwriter-school, too concerned with making sure the audience picks up what it's putting down in terms of plot and character. It spends an insufficiency of time inside the computer and too much time bringing inside-the-computer to the Real World.

However. It does look pretty. It has nonwhite characters, something both previous films were sorely lacking. Greta Lee absolutely carries the bulk of the movie, and Gillian Anderson does the heavy lifting for all her scenes. (Zarf: "A good movie would have stabbed the kid and let Mom carry the third act.")

There's a plot. It's ridiculous, as is traditional. The Macguffin is "the permanence code," an algorithm that can allow things to come out of the computer and not fall apart after twenty-nine minutes. The rival heads of rival big-tech-AI companies are trying to find it: one (the one whose computer-world is red) to sell weapons and soldiers to the military, one (the one whose computer-world is blue) to ... make orange trees in Alaska? Just go with it. It's still the case that good, as Jonathan L-- observed in the late nineties, is higher on the electromagnetic spectrum than evil. Eve Kim, the good CEO, finds the permanence code in some forty-year-old five-and-a-quarter floppies that used to belong to Kevin Flynn. Julian Dillinger pulls his main security program Ares into the real world and sends it to get the code from Eve. Ares gets cold feet at the thought of killing Eve and goes rogue, and plot ensues.

Having said that, I can't actually be all that objective about the movie. I imprinted hard on Tron as a kid. I enjoyed Tron Legacy even when it felt like it was trying really hard to visually distance itself from the original. The Ares script is a mess, but someone told the designers that they were making a sequel not just to Legacy but to the original as well. There's a portrait of David Warner, who played the human villain from the first movie, in his grandson's office in the evil corp. I laughed out loud in the theatre when Eve's phone rang and it was the descending-arpeggio motif from Wendy Carlos's Tron soundtrack.

And towards the end there's about a fifteen-minute sequence where Ares ends up in the 1980s 'grid'. It -is- the original Tron, dim lighting and lack of textures and all. I laughed again when the Bit turned up, and caught my breath as Ares shifted into a proper lightcycle. That made me so happy. It even had a few moments of appropriately airy philosophizing, this time about the value of mortality rather than "if you're a User then ... everything you've done has been according to a plan, right?". Jeff Bridges returns to full-on seventies guru mode, and that's pretty good too. (People will say "It's just The Dude from The Big Lebowski" but The Dude was always channeling the same flower-child vibe that Flynn embodied, just twenty years later.)

So, it was absolutely worth it to me, and I cannot in good conscience recommend it to anyone else.

Maybe I'll rewatch the multi-hour Making Of Tron stuff this week.

Postscript: I saw Ares in 3D. I mostly avoid things in 3D, it doesn't add much for me and costs a lot more. (My go-to "this was worth 3D" are Tron Legacy, which I might have a different opinion on now, and The Cave Of Lost Dreams, Werner Herzog's movie about cave paintings, which really did benefit from being able to see how the artists used the texture of the wall.) This was worth it mostly to say "yep, 3D movies do very little for me, even in the kind of effects extravaganza that they're sold for."

AWS outage

Oct. 20th, 2025 10:11 am
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DW is seeing some issues due to today's Amazon outage. For right now it looks like the site is loading, but it may be slow. Some of our processes like notifications and journal search don't appear to be running and can't be started due to rate limiting or capacity issues. DW could go down later if Amazon isn't able to improve things soon, but our services should return to normal when Amazon has cleared up the outage.

Edit: all services are running as of 16:12 CDT, but there is definitely still a backlog of notifications to get through.

Edit 2: and at 18:20 CDT everything's been running normally for about the last hour.

Trapped in a hail storm!

Oct. 18th, 2025 06:20 am
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 As the title suggests, my friend and I had a slightly thrilling encounter trapped on the highway in a hailstorm! 



The skies looked a lityle stormy and one was forecast for early evening, but I thought we would have plenty of time to get out and celebrate World Op Shop Day by visiting a couple further afield from home than usual.  On the way home, rain turned to sleet and then hail! Many were the size of peas, but steadily the hail got bigger and the intensity became as fast as regular rain. 

We were driving right into it, with the hail and wind literaly gusting horizontal and the big concerns were not just the windscreen cracking from the force of the hail, but the fact that the road had completely disappeared. Many drivers pulled into the safety emergency breakdown lane with their hazard lights on, and we did likewise. 

We took photos and video and posted up on social media chere I was contacted by Channel 7 News who used my video clip! No one was hurt, and we made it home safely but listening to the hail on the windscreen coming thick and fast was a bit of excitement! 

Relove for old shoes

Oct. 20th, 2025 06:14 am
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These are looking a bit tatty, so it's time for a fresh stain. I can't stand the throw away nature of so much fashion these days. Re-enactors pay a lot for their gear or spend a huge amount of time hand crafting their stuff, so we tend to mend, mend, mend and revamp and reuse where ever possible, which is one thing I truly love about the community. Not much goes to waste! 



I use Raven Oil by Waproo and find it does a pretty great job. As the name suggests, it's an oil based dye and it's raven black. A few coats where it's worn the most and an overall coat and a wax for protection against the elements and my shoes are as good a new! 

I've used Raven oil on other leather things too. Regular scuffed shoes and belts. It's great stuff! 

The Friday Five on a Sunday

Oct. 19th, 2025 10:35 am
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  1. How long ago did you join LJ (or DW)?

    I joined LJ in 2001 and DW in 2009. I stopped paying for an LJ account some time ago, but I don’t want to abandon the community I still have there. So I still cross-post to both, manually since automatic cross-posting hasn’t been possible for some years.

  2. How did you find out about LJ (or DW)?

    I believe I was introduced to LJ by [livejournal.com profile] victorine. I can’t remember who introduced me to DW: apologies if this was you!

  3. If someone introduced you to LJ (or DW), is s/he still on your friends list?

    If they’re still active, either as a poster or a commenter, then yes. I don’t remove people until they’ve been inactive for years and are clearly not coming back.

  4. Have you introduced anyone to LJ (or DW)?

    A few people, but I can’t remember their identities. It was mostly a long time ago, when there was more chance of recruiting people to blogging / journaling sites. Most people just use social media apps these days, so it feels pretty pointless trying to compete with that. I’m also really fond of my stable, long-running communities on these sites, and as long as there are a few empathetic folks left to commune with, I’m happy.

  5. Is your LJ (or DW) public or friends only, and why?

    They used to be mostly public, but these days almost everything personal or with photos of me and/or my children is locked. Back in the early days of journaling, it was easy to feel optimistic about the internet being used for peace and love and bringing together global communities. With social media being used so frequently to amplify hate and fear, terrorise minority groups, and shield trolls and creeps from consequences, I don’t feel quite so confident about sharing my life openly.

Diary: I am beginning to wonder

Oct. 18th, 2025 02:24 pm
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Physics theories of the 19th century assumed that just as surface water waves must have a supporting substance, i.e., a "medium", to move across (in this case water), and audible sound requires a medium to transmit its wave motions (such as air or water), so light must also require a medium, the "luminiferous aether", to transmit its wave motions. Because light can travel through a vacuum, it was assumed that even a vacuum must be filled with aether. Because the speed of light is so great, and because material bodies pass through the aether without obvious friction or drag, it was assumed to have a highly unusual combination of properties. Designing experiments to investigate these properties was a high priority of 19th-century physics.

The above is quoted from wikipedia. It is part of the article on the Michaelson-Morley experiments that "disproved" the existence of the "luminiferous ether".

I studied this during a summer undergraduate cram course in physics. All three quarters of "Physics for Scientists and Engineers" that was a requirement for my BS. Eight weeks of pure hell. I did get a B. But I was just learning how to think about all of the "proofs" offered by a consortium of scientists post Isaac Newton (and all of the guys were really smart guys) that led up to the then current world model of science.

Lately, in my dotage and with the ongoing crisis of reproducibility in science, I have been going back in time to review the basis of my beliefs. It hasn't been going all that well for my "natal" belief systems.

When you read about the M and M experiment, and then when you consider the theory, they didn't disprove anything. But they did do a good experiment. But as I read over the results, I can't really say that they "disproved" anything, all they did is proved that space/light doesn't act exactly like a physical substance like water.

Look science does work pretty well the greater bulk of the time, I got no beef with that. But truthfully I can't say that it is anything other than a belief system with nodules of experimental results that have to go through peoples heads to assign meaning. It is that assignment that is the problem.

Book display options

Oct. 15th, 2025 08:51 am
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 Photo to add.

I've been wondering what to do about displaying my books for sale in a way that vit won't completely ruin the vibe of my medieval tent and bathing & hygiene display, and I finally decided a thin book case, side on in the tent might be the way to go. 

I found one on Marketplace, bright yellow and shabby chic which ticks all the boxes for width, depth, and weight (for ease of transporting) and now it's cluttering up my kitchen while I remove the waxy residue with a hit of turps.. I will probably strip, sand and stain it, byt since I need to use it in three weeks time, a quick coat of paint in a nice red iron oxide colour will do for now. 

Mango becomes Key Lime!

Oct. 17th, 2025 08:45 am
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In unexpected news, my publisher, Mango Publishing has become (or split in two companies?) and is now Key Lime Publishing. Both are under the MAS Publishing Group.

This first came to my attention when I woke up to an email a few days ago from a publisher stating that now Mango wasn't a thing, would I like to jump ship to them along with other Mango authors. Since I'd not heard anything directly, I assumed it was spam and googled a bit with no results. Nothing. A few hours later I received an email from my Mango peeps saying I'm now with Key Lime. All the shopping links are active and a quick look at the About Us page shows all my familiar faces from the Mango team.

I guess I'm a Key Lime now!

Yesterday, I made a heap of changes to my website, mostly wording and changing logos and tonight I'll upload them so they're online. 

Diary: How I See It

Oct. 16th, 2025 03:16 pm
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Now, let's be completely honest.

  • I don't have good sources for what I think that I understand about the clusterfuck that is going on in the Pontic Steppes. I do read folks who state (A) is completely true and will result in a particular result. Then I read another "expert" who categorically states that (A) is completely false and will yield the opposite result.
  • My military experience is forty years stale and while I have tried to stay abreast of the issues, my training is from long ago and far away and forged by fighting a different kind of war.

Now that my bona fides had been (dis)established, I can pull anything out of my ass as analysis and you will hopefully not consider anything that I write here as expert testimony. It is just the best I can do with the meager resources that I can bring to bear. My history of prognostications is spotty in the extreme and while I treasure my occasional correct prophecy, lets not for a moment think that that flavor is all that common.

  • It seems the Russians are rolling back the Ukranians and look to be continuing doing so in the none too distant future. I really can see how Ukraine can keep anything east of the Dnieper if they continue this tomfoolery.

  • The Russians have a positive kill ratio. The numbers that I trust the most lets me think that they have a 3:1 advantage.

  • The Russian population is not against the war, the conscriptions and the voluntary enlistments will more than make up for their combat losses. I don't think that Ukraine will be able to truthfully make that same claim.
  • Europe has spent the last thirty years becoming a petting zoo. Their militaries are too small and their populations too comfortable. They have relied on the American umbrella for too long. Their leaders might well want to fight, but the populations probably don't have it in them
  • We have an established history of messing around overseas and then cutting our losses and heading back home with a couple of nice oceans between us and the problems.

Diary: Virtues of Necessity

Oct. 14th, 2025 03:17 pm
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One of the things that I have realized is that I, like almost everyone, suffer from the need to cast my actions in a light that makes me "right" somehow. I find this habit annoying in other people and when I discover it in myself, I want to become physically ill.

I do try and look at my current relative poverty and the subsequent lack of spending as a product of choices made twenty years ago, when I decided that the number in my "earnings" column really had nothing to do with my level of contentment. While the American dream worked for most everyone else I knew, the commitments needed were incompatible with how I wanted my life as structured.

So, I run my life like a reasonably intelligent man of limited means. It isn't all that hard. Once you stop listening to electronic voices telling you to buy an item, your costs go way down. But there is another insidious set of voices out there who want to help you. I find this group much nicer and much more likely to insinuate their beliefs and tastes into your life without proper analysis and reflection.

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